What's this about for you then Eric. I've already shared with you the Buddha's message i.e. impermanence...nothing lasts...everything is subject to change...that which is born must die (though possibly not Brad) but yet we cling to ideas of permanence...make that leap man...hug that wino next Halloween instead of shitting your 'self'. Leave the cops and train to be a therapist...our man in Winsconsin will love ya to bits then...we are now in the throes of winter...let the real weirdness begin...I'll start...Australia versus the USA in the fucking World cup...in Germany next summer...an empty stadium for sure...yeah yeah I know...at least you're there.