Kyle - 

Thank you for reminding me..paraphrasing...regret can be a luxury..

What with all the eloquent words that've been said (with which I wholeheartedly concur) - all I can add is - continue your life- even at the risk of  sounding like Bill and/or Ted - Rock ON!!

I know it'll never be the same, but you can still make music, buddy and you can still farm joy out of this moment of saturated sadness.

Lee