is it rational fear of persecution from tyrants with wherewithal & toadies w/black shades?  or possibly the simple fact that cheaters, finks & bullies are now at the toppermost AND bottommost of the feeble minded food chain…giving them the majority stirring stick?  or perhaps it’s the basest mob rule mentality which has always been fashioned into proper fascism out of the likes of a citizenry in financial crisis and in need of some sense of meaningful order?  or maybe it’s the so-called liberal biased media obscuring humaneness and reason for sake of humanness and reason?   

it’s just so petty, seemingly, that the best decision making can be obscured/squelched…, decade after decade, by the most moot corporate/political machinations…when this planet is chock-full of well-meant intellectually driven men & women of means and human spirit.  Kicks my ass daily, David!  Not to bother you really, but its just so fckn confounding…& more so every day.  Cheers....

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at the gym today with m’ main squeeze and a friend who tells me that Rush, not the band but the d!ckhead, was hit by a dog grooming van on his way back from the kosher deli today.  That he didn’t die right away but slowly dragged himself and his loosed innards to the curb by a fireplug where a golden retriever was relieving himself, burning urine splashing off his organs:  …his last testament burbling off his lips as he begged God’s forgiveness for the years of pig bile and party line propaganda which has aided-so-well the grave detriment of his own people.  I felt a warm glow come over my mood….  Then he said he was just f^cking with me.  Oh well, so much for an elevated mood….   @ least there’s the sound of one teen with a Yamaha keyboard and a nice double kick-bass