This is something I've been struggling with, namely, what to believe. I was that guy who felt I had all of the answers and was certain that after this life, I'll be going to heaven where I'll reside happily ever after. I'm no longer in that place and I have no idea what awaits me. At some point, I realized that sitting around singing praise songs to God didn't do a whole lot for me. I suppose it's natural as we age (I'm 63) that we begin to come to terms with our own mortality. I actually ponder this quite a lot. Sure, some of it is born out of the pandemic and the 'what ifs' that are associated with it, but I've been working through these thoughts long before the virus came on the scene. Christopher brings up so many good points. My brother passed away from colon cancer more than 4 years ago and in the years preceding his death, he listened to a lot of Christopher's videos and shared them with me. It's difficult to find fault with what he says. 

At the moment, I can't think of anything off the top of my head to add other than this. It makes me happy. 

Kevin g