Pat I can't help feeling you are pretty decent and normal underneath all the perspective giving from the right. I think you're out of your depth and are treating it all like a game. A game that before you know it in order to survive you actually will become a brown shirted storm trooper just to avoid being rounded up and put in the detention or reeducation camp. It isn't going to save you. You have to learn to swim against the tide. You are allowing extremism into your life and you will be swallowed up by it. And you will be stuck in an eternity of a back hole void where all that exists is anti matter. It really is that precarious for you.