I like to start my day out with If Only. Which I keep forgetting to do but Dale, THANK YOU for finding it!

That you are able to express what is and has happened with the people in your life is really wonderful. Maybe because you are listening to her and she to you, you'll find your way out of this. You seem to be a very strong and caring woman and I am hoping for you that it all turns out ok.

When all else fails its Beethoven's Ninth for me.