one of the deepest secrets i carry is how homicidally sick i am of these poor deluded pawns.  I dont care how duped and innocent you are. I am sick of it. sick of the lies, the stupidity, the self delusion, the pseudo religious justfications.   if at this point you are still on board with this program it's because you want to be, and in that case, sorry, i will have to tear your throat out. Apologies in advance. I've had it.